Frankye B.

calling all deathbat kids.
the fallen back up & running did ya know.?
check out & sign up & support the boys.
http://thefallen.avengedsevenfold.com/
tell your friends.

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vote my shallow grave.

cheack em out on myspace.

ok i'm supose to move b4 i turn 21.
so atm. with my spare money i'm spending it on room decor & shizz.
my room look like a teen room which isnt bad. but i'm 20
& i'm trying to go for a more grown look.
so i have a few ideas. but not many.
& hopefully you could give me some ideas.
& site with 'cheap' room decor beside ebay.
<3. i cant wait to have my own room again.

when i 1st saw chris crocker vids.
i laugh my ass off i taught they were funny.
but now i'm like wtf?
what wrong with this guy.
it like he wants ppl to hate his for being gay.
he wants to be in every one's top.
all over the news.
he seems so fucken fake.
i'm so sick of seeing these wanna be jeffre star.
EH!
STOP TRYING SO HARD CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

ppl need to stay out of other ppl lifes.
that so wrong! i know it happen to me once.
and so she nude o well.
god gave us these bodys. what wrong with that?
hollywood wreaking another youth life.
good bye HS3.

dont hate cause she has a slamming body.

9 11.
happen 6 years ago.
& before i type any more i'm not hating.
6 years ago. year a sad.
i do care before you call me a bitch.
i lost a friend that day. : [
i have many friends & family in the milarty.
so i do care..........
but. 6 years ago. there nothing we can do about it know.
it's history. something to learn form.
we can't sit here and dwell on it every 9-11.
what about every thing happing now.
change now. change what's to come.
i have friends over seas rite now.
i'm more corncered with that.
or how the straving hungry children?
the beaten women [& men]?
the sick? the fighting? the poor?
& i'm not talking about in africa.
Here In The USA.
things happen. & in time we move on.
it's life.
plus. the olny day know ppl talk about 9 11 is 9 11
or fourth of july.
i dont care know.
i know the story. & know the sorrow.
do you not think i dont remenber that day.

i was a freshmen in highschool.  i remeber waking to my tv
seeing the towers. then the second one being hit.
all day that all we talked about. & all week.
[keep me mind i live right next to the LeMoore Navel BAse]
i know it. i remenber it. i remenber the call about cristina.
that see was gone.

but i cant sit here & be....
oh... 9.11 heros & all that yes.
heros rose that day.
they do every day.
i dont even know what i'm writing about know.
but my point is we cant change the past.
change what's to come!

fuck ya.

I spend alot of time to myself most ppl dont understand me.
like the blog before. this year isn't grand like i taught it was gonna be.

some thing i know. but didn't quite releize is..

i'm 20.
in my life olny 6 of my family members pass.
& when i was baby. : ] i'm told i helped him.
my great grandfather blagg. he would eat or move.
till i show up. i brighten his last days. : ]
then his wife. grandma blagg. i was probly 7.
i remenber it was mother day & my popa found her. : [

then the other 4 all my 'junior' year.

But? how many of my friends are gone?

1 murdered.

3 in a drinking & driving accendent.

1 sick.

2 sucuide.

1 in another dui accentent.

This Year.
corliss in the hit & run & porter seizure.

i'm 20. & i have lost 10 friends.
none no older than 20.
this isn't how a kids life suppose to be.
it insnt.

make me wonder if there really is a god.

Porter Ryan Wadkins
aka.
Dirty Penguin

08-07-2007
porter was epileptic.
early tuesday morning he suffered a siezure.
& passed. porter was a great guy.
caring.
funny.
& really insane.
he is miss dearly.

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it's been a month today.
i dont cry every night. but i still have tears, it's hard.
i lost the love of my life.
but i know he where no one can hurts him. he'll have no more pain.
& he at rest with him mother. which makes me happy.
i'll never forget all the phone calls & all the letters.
Hello Nurse! lol. he said that all the time to me.
the last thing he said to with me is ' i love you'
i'll never ever forgert those world. never, ever.
this is my best friend. the boy i could talk to about anything.
i dont think he save me. i know he did.

I Love You Porter. Always & Forever.
i promise to name my 1st son after you.
your my hero. <3

Disney Forces Machine Head Cancellation

In a stunning last-minute move, Walt Disney Properties have pressured promoter Live Nation into canceling Machine Head's performance tomorrow night at the House of Blues venue in Anaheim (on their Disneyland property). Citing violent imagery, undesirable fans and inflammatory lyrics as the reason, the diversity-impaired corporation began pressuring the promoter on Saturday to cancel all upcoming heavy metal concerts, placing Machine Head under an internal "review process" that took 5 days before bothering to convey their alarming decision to the band late yesterday - less than 48 hours before their Black Tyranny Tour was to kick off at House of Blues Anaheim on Friday night.

While the enactment of this new blanket rule applies to all upcoming heavy metal shows at the House Of Blues Anaheim (with some metal bands having been banned from performing on name alone), Machine Head is the first band to actually have tickets go on sale, and remain on sale for 2 months, before intense pressure and vague threats of liability from the Corporation left the promoter with no choice but to remove the show from the venue.

As a result, Live Nation's Paul McGuigan did the honorable thing and incredibly, on one days notice, managed to salvage the tour's opening night by moving the first date of The Black Tyranny tour (featuring Machine Head, Arch Enemy, Throwdown, and Sanctity) to The Glass House in Pomona, CA (located at 200 W. Second Street). All existing tickets will be redeemable for entry at The Glass House, and all Will Call pickups will now be available for pickup at the new venue. Any fans unable to make the 70-mile trip to The Glass House as a result of this ridiculous turn of events will be able to have their money refunded in full. Strangely, all other Black Tyranny dates at House Of Blues venues on Disney property will remain unaffected.

On behalf of all four bands on the bill, Machine Head wish to extend their gratitude to promoter Paul McGuigan and Live Nation for finding an alternate venue for tomorrow night's show on such short notice.

www.machinehead1.com

www.myspace.com/machinehead

www.youtube.com/machinehead




SHOW MOVED TO THE GLASS HOUSE in POMONA

ok a few day ago i post a buttien about this guy named rick.
i guess he in love with me or something
Creepy! i dont even really know the guy. I dont even know what he looks like.
he put me as number one in his top 8 .
he keeps calling me & hanging up!
when i call back to tell him to stfu & leave me alone basically.
he reject my calls!
it's so annoying! today i'm gonna try to learn how to block his call.
but i'm sure he'll jus call me form a different phone,
i dont know what to do!
AHHHHHH!

 

 

 

 

end of story.

yes yes yes. gerard is married to lyn-z from MSI.
there no point to get mad or sad.
not to be mean do you really think you have a chance ???
most of you gerard fans are jailbait.
i dont know why your thearten suicide or lyn-z.
if you were a true fan you be obessed with the music.
& happy that the man who gave you your favorite song is now happy.
plus we live in the us. how long do marragige last?
and why act all shock? it happens all the time.
dont get me worng i love mcr. & yes i think gerard is dorp dead sexy.
but i'm goona go insane. come on girls [& boys].
he marragie isn't the end of your life.
one of many artlice on it.
or buzznet it. it everywhere.

i starting to hate them more & more!
ugh. thier so stupid.
like kyle [an ex] claims he wants to be with me that he loves me.
but its my fault for dumping him! stupid!
i dumped him because he was being an ass that i hang out with my guy friend far away & ingored my phone. uh duh! i was hanging out.
so he gets all mad then 'serecertly' text some chick 'who wants him' to hang out & blows me off complete & acts like an ass. no. i dont play those games. lameness. calling me up oh. so & so likes me. i'm so hot.
ok. he is fucken BLIND! and he's always checking himself out. wtf? ego.

 then this guy. ryan. also an ex. sent me shizz. like i miss you. blah blah blah. i took his ass back once. not again.
he wants me to marry him so i'll get $2k more a month in the army. uh. no. duh. i not. send msg asking me o. how many boyfriends have you had since i left. or hopw many ppl how you been with?  like Auihdogsi;fgpa;iusg!
right out of a msg he sent me.

i see well your hair looks good i wish you wore make up and contacts more so in person and not just your myspace pics i was thinkin about you today wondering what you been up to and remembering all the fun times we had so do you have a new bf have you had sex with alot of guys since i last seen you i wish sometime i was back in cali to visit you even tho i hate cali hawaiis much better with nice people who are friendly n laid back not cali drama u know i miss hangin with you and i miss sex with you to it was fun never got a chance to try everything though : (
talk soon
Ryan

wtf? boys are!I!)HEOIDBHQ{uio! i swear.
then this one dude right now.

 

i will make u beter and i will make your dreams come true

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:09 PM


that the love of my life passed & i dont want anyone at this time

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:09 PM


what if i ask u out what would u tell me

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:06 PM


basically

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:06 PM



ok are single
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:04 PM



yeah
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:03 PM



is that your cell phone number
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 3:00 PM


5598165206

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:52 PM


do u have a cell phone save my number ok babe

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:50 PM


ok i talk to u b4. on the phone

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:47 PM


yes babe

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:43 PM


okay so i'm talking to one person rite?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:36 PM


thats mine name baby u call me chatter or rick but will always love u

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:34 PM


so who's rick?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:33 PM


cahter box is my nick name but my real name is sweety


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:31 PM


so wait i'm i talking to 2 ppl?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:01 PM


chatterbox that is my nickname at job crops and yes im is friend

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 2:00 PM



ok so are u chatterbox or his friend?
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:58 PM


look for rickychatterbox@yahoo.com

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:56 PM


where your profilke?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:56 PM


can i had you to my profile

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:54 PM



sweaty? thxs.
in lemoore. da 559
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:53 PM



were do live sweaty
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:51 PM



nope
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:49 PM



yea do u live here in san jose
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:48 PM


thur mo

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:47 PM


so how did u know porter

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:46 PM


ok.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:45 PM


i always loved him i want to be your friend to

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:44 PM


i know that

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:44 PM



porter died likast month

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:43 PM


ok. why? if u dont mind me asking.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:42 PM



rick
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Frankye B. (personal) [RIP Porter ily4evr]
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:42 PM


what's ur name?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: chatterbox
Date: Sep 4, 2007 1:38 PM


hey just wanna let u know that im his friend to u dont now me but give me a call

 

 

 

I DONT KNOW. I hate most boys now.