Frankye B.

some bitch called me a poser cause of deathbat princess i was given that 'name' in 10th grade.
IN 2003! i jus think its funny. i had deathbats on everything. i was the olny fallen kid then in my area.
i got the name then on line it was also given to me. hate is so stupid.
get a life. i'm not acting like Lexi Lush atm. i should it would be funny.
agh. Ppl. i should find a king queen & prince. lol. i know some who who hella fit the queen part.

The first boy i evr fell in love with passed away this month.
it been so hard.
Last night i had a dream. of me & him.
every time he touch me i swear i really felt it.
you may think i'm crazy. but i think it was really him.
like the night he passed. i could sleep. i could olny cry then it was like i felt someone arms around me.
& everyting was ok & i feel alseep.
then dream of us playing on the beach.
it seem so real. it make me look insane.
but i dont care it makes me happy.
& i truelly think its him.

I been Saying My old stuff & stuff i make.
check it out. i might be looking for models soon.
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i'm gonna take some more pics with the blonde.
then i'm dying it. red candy apple. which ends up coming out like a dark deep purple. i took a pic but can't find it must still be a home.
i love audrey! but. she is an influnce in my life.
i dont copy every thing she does. that would be lame.
i'm sorta nervous. but all fail. halloween coming up & lots of cheap wings.
i wish the teal wasnt so weak. oh well.
<3. thank to every one that help me pick out a color.

man. i love animal print. rite? most ppl know that.
i went to the second hand store here in my town.
& they had this awesome jacket.
it was like a blazer. it was fuzzy & had zebra stripe & fit me so good.
& i was bout $2 to short.
i was so pissed that i went to 99cent city.

i love that place. i get most of my stuff there.

man. it jus sucks so bad! hopefully i work this week. before someone else gets it.
then it sit in my closest with all the other tons of jackets & sweaters i own.

hmmmmmm.

i gotta get that jacket ppl some wanna be hardcore see it.
& hopefully i can dye it lime or yellow.
i alway wanted a yellow   jacket.
or maybe purple. : ]

I WANT IT!
if all fails. i pull stupid weeds for my dad's company. bleh. dirty.

was jus getting ready to pass out when i got a call form mo.
i could tell something was wrong by her voice.
she was told that porter had passed.
i jus went to shock. i deny it in my head.
jus waiting for her to laugh or porter to call me & say got you!
if you knew porter you would know that he played some really mean pranks.
i just wishing it was a mean prank. its not he's really gone.
i jus lay in bed crying. missing him.
wishing i could tell him i love you one more time.
he really was the love of my life. of you knew him you would know.
i remenber the last words he told me. I love You. Good Nite Frankye.
he was aways there for me. i wish i still had the poem he wrote me.
i hope i find it.
the times he sang to me on the phone : ].
or calling me when he's at a concert so its like i'm there with them.
it was werd. i jus cried i could sleep. then it felt like someone put their arms around me. & i fell asleep & dreamed of me & porter on the beach playing around.

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The early Saturday morning fire that gutted a Lemoore apartment building and claimed five lives, including three small children, and injured one has sent shock waves through this small community. More than 17 people were displaced.

Killed in the fire were Michell Mattison, 19, Derik Faubion, 19, the couple's 2-month-old daughter Hayden Allison Faubion, Mattison's 2-year-old step brother Ariel Nel Bisnar and her 4-year-old step sister Lexus May Bisnar. The young couple, who had been living in the apartment for less than a month, was babysitting Mattison's siblings for the night.

It the largest fire related fatality in the history of Lemoore according to Lemoore Volunteer Fire Department Assistant Chief Ted Schlosser.

"I have lived here for 40 years and this is a dark day in Lemoore," said Lemoore Mayor John Murray the day of the blaze. "Our hearts go out for those who have lost children."

At approximately 1:20 a.m. fire crews were dispatched to Northgate Apartments on Hazelwood Avenue near Meadow Lane Elementary school.

LVFD was the first engine on scene, responding eight-minutes after the initial 911 call. "The roof was fully involved and so was four apartments," Schlosser said of the fire when crews first arrived.

Riza Mattison, mother of Michell, Ariel and Lexus arrived at the scene as fire crews were working to put out the blaze, along with Arnel Bisnar, father of Ariel and Lexus.

She said she alerted crews that she had family still in the building, but it was too unstable for fire crews to move in.
The bodies of the victims were discovered just after 4 a.m.

Jonathan Jamison, who lived with Michell Mattison and Faubion before they moved in to the Northgate Apartment, said that he was visiting the couple only hours before the fire.

"I was there at about 11 o'clock," Jamison said. "Just hanging out. Derik got off work at 10:30 p.m. so I went over there."

Gloria Kloss, who has resided at the apartments for 17 years, lived in the upstairs apartment neighboring Mattison's and Faubion's.

She was awakened by a loud noise and the glow of the fire from her back window. She said the heat from the fire was melting her window blinds as she made her way out of the apartment, leaving her medication and glasses behind.

"I was laying in bed and seen this orange glow and I heard things pop," Kloss said. "I thought someone was doing fireworks."

As she vacated her apartment, she noticed people trying to enter the couple's apartment next-door.

"People were pounding on the door trying to kick the door in," said Kloss, "but you can't kick it in because it's a metal door."

Kloss was later transported to Kaweah Delta Hospital, where she was treated for smoke inhalation.

The blaze caused an estimated $1 million in damages to the 24-unit apartment complex according to Schlosser.

Nine units were damaged in the two buildings that make up the apartment complex.

The cause of the fire is still under investigation. It is unknown where the blaze originated.

Michell Mattison and Faubion had been dating since their freshman year at Lemoore High.

Fellow classmate Whitney McPherson, who graduated with the two, was placing a memento at the make-shift memorial in front of the burned out complex on Tuesday afternoon. She said she had stayed in close contact with them since.

"I met Derik actually freshman year," she said. "I sat next to him and he would always get me in trouble."

McPherson said she had just seen Michell Mattison days before the fire, and Faubion about a week prior at his work, Best Buy Grocery Store.

Michell Mattison worked at Ramblin Rose and had recently delivered flowers to McPherson.

Many people have added to the growing memorial in front of the devastated apartment building. Vigils have been held well into the early morning, some lasting until 5:30 a.m.

Community support is pouring in and monetary donations are being collected to aid the family of the victims and the displaced families.

See the city of Lemoore statement on page one in this edition of The Advance to find out how to help.

The Lemoore Lions Club donated $900 and the Tachi Palace Hotel and Casino has given $10,000 to help the family with funeral expenses, which are estimated at about $20,000. Lemoore Christian Aid, The American Red Cross and The Salvation army are all accepting donations of clothing, bedding and similar items.

The Lemoore Rotary Club took up a donation from members at it's luncheon on Tuesday and plans to give another $500 to help the families.

The American Red Cross set up a relief center at the Civic Center in downtown Lemoore.

Seventeen people had registered with the Red Cross by Saturday afternoon, according to Pat O'Brien, chairman of disaster services with the Red Cross.

Schlosser said he couldn't recall the last time a life was lost in a fire, and didn't believe that there had ever been multiple lives lost due to a fire in Lemoore.

"Whatever the cause, five young people lost their lives," said Schlosser the morning of the fire. "I have lived here all my life, 50-something years, and this is the first time I've seen a fire with the loss of life we saw last night."

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if you live in lemoore you surely know this.
but i see kids thinking all the time it wont happen to them.
but your worng. i never taught my friends would ever die cause of a drunk driver.
my freshman year after a party, we all pile in to a car to go home.
the driver jus seem a lil buzzed to us. no big deal rite? so wrong.
we ended up crash very badly.
i remenber see my friend laying still i taught she was dead. sadfully i was right.
my other friend screaming in pain.
my other friend also die. on my shoulder. i remenber her last breath so clearly in my head.
that night comely change my life.

you may wonder why i'm writing this.
it sorta like the blog. i wrote to my underclassmate the class of 06.
we [c/o 05]told them it happen to us.

for those for dont know there was a horrble apt. fire, 5 died. two engaged 19 years old [c/o 06]
their 2 month old baby. & two other children.
ealry this year the class of 2006 lost corliss harbor a dear friend of mind.
die in a hit & run. the worst part if the guy call for help intead of being a coward & fleeing
she might be her. today.

or the death of johnny nail decapatated while riding his quad. he was olny 15.

many ppl on my myspace know the sadness of  LeMoore's Class of 2005.
i'm not talking about the tiome new made national new for being dirty dancers & losing are prom.
i'm talking about the sudden tradgic death of philip chism.  junior year. a friend and classmate of mine.
the olny boy who didnt make me feel like an outcast in a new school. the boy who break his own penical in two so i would have something to write with. he miss by many.

not much later. wethwer it was sucide or a horrbie accendit cenya died. not even a month later.
summer soon came. we still miss our late class mate. hopeing our senior year would bring better times.
the 1st die of summer sam pass away in a car accendit.
no luck of 2005 it seemed.

gradution came. we honer our late class mates. sadfully weeks later heather took her life.

sadfully other student were lost shorty after we left lhs.

it not jus my  high school year when life hit me how it really works.
i didnt understand it know i do.
when i only 10 my friend was murder. i knew she was dead, buit didnt understand.

my point is in all this. jus cause your young , doesnt mean your invincle.
live everday as your last. never hold any grudes, never let reget will.
it soo hard to type i wanted to do a vid blog. but my web cam sucks, my cam doesnt have sound.
jus remenber. life changes in a second.